I recently purchased a new phone and I have plenty to share, so be patient with me. In essence, a lot has changed since I last posted two years ago. the last time I took notes when there was a court hearing.
I’ll be truthful with you. I haven’t returned to court for quite a while time because I don’t believe that I was heard at the same level as I was when went to court for the first time. I took the four pages of papers with me and wrote out in detail what I’d been through over the past four months before I went to court. People who did this to me shouldn’t be able to leave with ease. I’ll recap. My tour was in the year 2018. I was compelled to do… my management told me that if I didn’t perform this tour, I’ll need to hire an attorney
JUDGE: I’m sorry to interrupt you however, your court reporter recording your words and you must talk a bit slower.
Oh, sure. Yes. Okay. The people who have done this to me shouldn’t be able to leave without difficulty. In short, I was touring in the year 2018. I was compelled to do… The management told me that if I didn’t complete the tour, I’ll have locate an attorney and, by contract, my own Management could be sued if failed to complete the tour. The man handed me a piece of paper when I came out of the arena in Vegas and asked me to sign the document. It was extremely intimidating and frightening. With my conservatorship status, I was unable to even find an attorney of my own. So , out of fear I made the decision to go ahead and completed the tour.
After I finished the tour, a brand New show that was to be performed in Las Vegas was supposed to be staged. I began rehearsals early and it was a struggle since I’d been performing Vegas since 2004, and I needed a break between. However I was told this was the schedule and this is the way it will go. I practiced for four days in each week. A majority of the time I was in the studio and part of it in the Westlake studio. I was the director for the majority of the production. I actually wrote the majority of the choreography. This means I taught the dancers my new choreography. I take my work serious. There’s a lot of videos that show me during rehearsals. I wasn’t great, but I was excellent. I supervised a room of 16 new dancers during rehearsals.
It’s hilarious to listen to my managers’ sides about the situation. They all claimed that I didn’t participate in rehearsals, and I have didn’t agree for my medicationsthe medication I take is only taken in the morning and not during rehearsals. They haven’t even seen me. So , why are they claim that they do? If I didn’t agree on one particular dance step during rehearsals, it was like it was like I sunk a huge bomb in the middle of nowhere. Then I told them that I’m not going to be treated in this manner.
My managers, my dancers as well as my assistant for the new crew members who were supposed to be performing the show, all entered an area, closed the door, and didn’t go out for at most 45 minutes. Ma’am I’m not here for serve as a slave to anyone else. I’m able to say no to any dance move. I was told by my then Therapist Dr. Benson — who passed away in the year 2019 -My manager contacted him at that time and informed him that I was not cooperating or adhering to the rules of rehearsal. Also, he said that I was not taking my medication. That is ridiculous, as I’ve had the same woman every morning for eight years giving me the identical prescription. But I’m not even close to those people. This was completely absurd whatsoever.
A court sketch of the Los Angeles County Courthouse on June 23rd and Court Judge Brenda Penny presiding
There was a time when they were friendly to me and I said to them I didn’t want to perform it this way. They were very nice to me and said If I don’t want take part in this new Vegas show I don’t have to do it because I was becoming extremely anxious. It was like taking 200 pounds off me when they told me I shouldn’t be doing the show any more, since it was extremely difficult on me and it was just too excessive. I was unable to take it anymore.
So I think I’ve told my assistant that I’m a bit snarky when I say no. I worry that they’ll come back and do something rude to me or scold me or anything. The next day, when I decided to stay out of Vegas my therapist came in and was seated in the room and told me that the therapist had received a million calls about me not cooperating with rehearsals and that I wasn’t using my medicine. The whole thing was a lie. He then, the following day, started me on lithium seemingly out of out of the blue. He immediately removed me from my regular meds I’ve been on for 5 years. It’s a very powerful, extremely strong and totally different medication from the one I was accustomed to. You may experience mental impairment in the event of taking too much or remain on it for more than 5 months. He took me off that and I became drunk. I couldn’t converse with my dad or mom about any topic. I confessed to him that I was afraid and my doctor placed me in contact with six nurses who were prescribed this medication. They were to come to my homeand remain with me and monitor my new medication that I didn’t want to start with. There were six nurses at my house and they refused to let me go in my car to travel anywhere for one month.
My family didn’t not do anything wrong and my dad was completely supportive of the idea. Everything that occurred to me needed be approved from my father. And my dad was adamant that they didn’t realize that I I was to undergo a test at the time of the Christmas holiday before I was sent away, as my kids returned back home to Louisiana. He was the only one to approve everything. My entire family did nothing.
Over the course of two weeks, I had a woman come to my house for four hours every day, and sat me down and conducted a psych exam on me. It took a long time. However, I instructed to. Then , afterward, I received a call from my father, basically declaring that I’d not passed the test or the case may be. I’m sorry, Britney You must follow the advice of your doctor. They’re planning to take you to a small facility located in Beverly Hills to do a tiny rehab program we’ll set up for the cost. You’ll pay $60,000 per month to do this.’ I had to hold the phone for about an hour, and he was awed by every second of it.
He had control over someone with the same power like me — adored the power to harm his daughter by 100,000 percent. He was in love with it. I took my bag and headed to the place. I was there for seven days of the week, without a day off and in California is not the case. The only similar aspect to this is sexual trafficking. The idea of making anyone do what they want to and taking their entire possessions from them including credit cards and cash, phones or passport then putting them in a house in which they worked with individuals who reside with them. They were all in the same house as me, the nursesand the security personnel who were on call 24 hours a day. One cook was there to cook for me on a daily basis during the week. They watched me change each day – naked in the morning lunch and at night. My body was mine – there was no privacy door to my bedroom. I gave eight vials (?) of blood per week.
If I didn’t attend any of my scheduled meetings and was working from eight to six in the evening and work for 10 hours a day all week long and no time off I would be unable to visit my kids or my partner. I was never given any say in my work schedule. Everyone always told me that I was required to follow this. And , Ma’am, I’ll admit that sitting in a chair for 10 days a week all week long isn’t much enjoyable… especially even more so when you’re unable to get out of the front door.
That’s why I’m re-telling you this 2 years on, two years after I’ve been lying and said to the whole world that I’m okay and content.’ This is a lie. I was thinking I could just could have said it enough. Because I’ve been in denial. In shock. I am traumatized. It’s like, you pretend to make it until you get it. Now, I’m telling you the truth, okay? I’m unhappy. I’m unable to sleep. I’m so mad it’s crazy. Also, I’m depressed. I cry all day long.
The reason I’m sharing this is that I don’t imagine how it is possible that the State of California can be able to have all this in court documents that date back to the day I came in and did nothing at all — only hire, using my money, another individual and make sure my dad stays in the loop. Ma’am, my dad , and all those associated with this conservatorship as well as my manager who played a major role in reprimanding me after I refused to go — ma’am, they’re all in jail. Their cruel methods employed by Miley Cyrus, who smokes joints on stage at the VMAs. Nothing will ever be given to the current generation for doing the wrong thing.
My precious body has been working with my dad for the past ****** thirteen years trying to be gorgeous and beautiful. So perfect. The man who does me such a great job. When I’ve done all I’ve said that my state California let my father -an ignorant father — to take his daughter, who has the right to be with me when I collaborate together, I’ve reverted the entire process and let him take me to court. This has given the people who I’ve worked hard for many control. They also threatened me, saying that if I don’t show up and go to court, I must appear in the court. It will also be painful for myself if the judge made public all the evidence we’ve got.
I was told that regarding my appearance that I should go to rehab] and go and have it all over with. They told me that. It’s not true. I don’t drink alcohol, but I shouldn’t drink in light of what they’ve put my soul through. Also , at the Bridges facility that they I was sent to there were no kids were in the program with me. that program in for 4 months were there. None of them participated in the program. They didn’t show in any of the sessions. It wasn’t necessary to participate in the event that you didn’t want to. What is the reason they would never let me leave? Why was I always confronted by my father as well as anyone else who was part of the conservatorship? If I don’t comply with or do the things they’ve told me to I to follow, they’ll hit me with a slap.
Last time, I talked with you about making sure the conservatorship was in place as well as keeping my dad informed it made me feel as if I had diedthat I didn’t matter and that nothing had ever happened to me. or that you believed you were lying, or some other thing. I’m repeating this to you because I’m definitely not lying. I’d like to be heard. This is why I’m telling you this story again, in hopes that you’ll comprehend the extent and extent of the harm they caused me at the time.
I’m looking for changes and I’m ready for change in the future. I deserve changes. I was told that I had to be seated and examined again, should I wish to end the conservatorship. Ma’am, I had no idea I could file a petition in order to stop it. I’m sorry for the ignorance however, I really did not know about it. However, honestly, I don’t think that I have any obligation to anyone to be assessed. I’ve done enough. I don’t think I’m even in a room with anybody who could be offended by trying to doubt my intelligence, regardless of whether I’m required to be placed in this naive conservatorship, or whether I should be. I’ve been through enough.
I’m not responsible for anything , particularly me, who has provided shelter and food to a multitude of people who were in the field. It’s humiliating and demoralizing what I’ve endured. That’s why I’ve never shared it with anyone. The main reason is that I didn’t want to talk about the truth because I’m sure that no one would believe what I say. To be honest when I heard the Paris Hilton story on what she was told by her classmates at the school she attended was not something I believed in any of it. I’m sorry. I’m an outsider. I’ll be real. I wasn’t convinced.
Perhaps I’m mistaken which is why I decided not to speak all of this to anyone in the public at large. People could mock me or mock me and say, “She’s lying She’s got everything she needs, she’s Britney Spears.’
I’m not telling the truth. I’m just desperate to have the life I had. It’s been 13 years. It’s more than enough. It’s been an extended time since I’ve held my money. It’s also my hope that the entire process to come to an end without being examined. It makes no sense for the state of California to just simply watch me from their own eyes, and earn an income to so many individuals and take so many busses, trucks and trucks that travel with me only to be told I’m not up to the task. But I’m a pro in doing what I do. And I let these people to dictate what I do Ma’am. It’s enough. It’s absurd whatsoever.
In the future I’m not going to meet or talk to anyone. I’ve had enough meetings with people who are against my wishes and am done. What I really want is my money, and for this to come to an end, and my partner to take me to his dream ****** automobile.
And I’d really want to pursue my relatives members, to be completely open with you. I would also like to communicate my story with the world and also what I was dealt by them instead of being kept secret to benefit everyone. I would like to speak out about the things the people who abused me, and forcing me to keep this story hidden for so long. It’s not healthy for me or my heart. I’ve been so angry that I’m crying every day. It’s a problem for me, as I’m told that I’m not allowed to speak out about the people who caused me to suffer.
For my own sanity, I would like to ask the judge to allow my request to hold an interview in which I will be heard about the things the defendants did to me. Actually, I do am entitled to speak up and stand up for myself. My lawyer says I shouldn’t. This is not an ideal situation. I’m not allowed to let anyone know about what I did or said to them, and by not revealing anything does not mean that it’s okay.
In reality, I’m not interested in an interview. I’d prefer to be able to call you that the media can listen to, something I did not know we were doing today I’m grateful to for that. Instead of an interview, I’m honest. I’d like to have the anger off my chest. the anger, and everything else that’s been going on.
It’s unfair that they’re telling lies about me publicly. My family members, too, interview anyone they’d like on news channels. My family members doing interviews and discussing the current situation, as if they are making me feel dumb. And I’m not able to say one thing. My own family members claim that I’m not allowed to speak.
Britney Spears”father” Jamie Spears, seen in 2008. Jamie Spears was not in court Wednesday for the latest hearing.
Controls: Although he is in charge of his fortune and is living in an RV but his daughter is allowed to receive a salary of $2,000 a week. Britney is seen together with sister Jamie Lynn in 2017
It’s been two months since the incident, I’d like to record a call to you , actually and we’re currently doing it and I did not know we were doing. The lawyer I have, Sam (Ingham), is very frightened of me to take this step because he’s told me that if make a statement, I’m overwhelmed in the rehab facility. the rehab center, and the rehab center is going to take me to court. He has advised me to keep the matter to myself. Personally, I’d want to I’ve built the personal connection with Sam my lawyer. I’ve spoken to him at least three times per week We’ve developed an acquaintance, but I’ve not ever had the chance by myself to select my own lawyer myself. It would be nice to have the ability to do so.
The reason I’m here is that I would like to end the conservatorship and not be examined. I’ve conducted a lot of research ma’am. There are a lot of judges who have the ability to stop conservatorships from people, without having them constantly evaluated. The only time they do not is when someone in the family is concerned and says that something is wrong with the person.
My family has been under my conservatorship for the past 13 years, I’m not surprised if any will have something to say in the future, and declare, ‘We’re not sure that this should be the end of the road, but we must help her.’ Particularly if I receive my turn to expose the things they did to me.
Also , I would like to talk to you regarding my obligations I personally don’t believe that at this point I have any obligation to anyone. There are three meetings every week that I am required to take part in, regardless of what. I’m not a fan of feeling that I am working for people who pay me. I’m not a fan of being required to do so whatever it is even when I’m sick. I’d like to have at least one weekly meeting with an psychotherapist. I’ve never had the opportunity before, and even before being referred to the place. I had the two sessions of therapy. I attended an initial therapy appointment with my physician and the next day a therapist. I’ve been made to do is unconstitutional within my own life. I shouldn’t have to be told that I must be available every day to people I don’t know.
I’m chatting with you today because I’m feeling that acting conservator Jodi Mongomery is beginning to go way too much with me. The doctors have me in therapy two times a week, as well as a psychiatrist. I’ve never had the need had a therapy session more than once per week. It’s too much of me to go to this person I don’t know.
One thing I’m afraid of is of people. I’m not sure if people can trust me with the things I’ve experienced. It’s also the cleverness of being located in Westlake which is one of the most exposed areas in Westlake that, just yesterday, the paparazzi filmed me leaving the building crying. It’s embarrassing and very demoralizing. I’m entitled to privacy whenever I have therapy in my home, as I’ve been doing for the past eight years. They’ve always been at my house. And when I was a student at the University of California, San Francisco. Benson — the man who died I was in a location that was similar to the one I was in Westlake which was extremely secluded and very terrible. So, where was I? It was the same as the treatment of Dr. Benson, who illegally completely was abusive to me through the treatment he administered to me. To be completely truthful I was so–
Judge: Mrs. Spears, excuse me for interrupting your report and my reporter asks it would be nice if you slow it down a to allow her to make sure she’s understanding all you’re explaining.
Okay, cool. To be truthful to you: when Dr. Benson] passed away I fell to my knees in prayer and expressed my gratitude to God. Also, since the team pushing with me once more, and I’ve been confined to phobias in tiny rooms as a result of the trauma. They are locking me up for 4 months in that space. It’s not acceptable for them to take me — sorry, I’m leaving quick — to a tiny space twice a week to see a different therapy provider that I’ve never even was able to approve. I’m not happy about it. I’m not going to be treated that way. It’s not like I did anything wrong to merit this treatment.
It’s not ok to make me take on anything I’d rather not to do. In the law Jodi as well as this team should be honest and I’m entitled be able to bring a lawsuit against them threats made to me, and saying that If I don’t attend these meetings twice per week, we won’t let you take your money and take you to Maui during your holidays. It is your responsibility to follow the rules you’re instructed to do for this program and you’ll be able to travel. It was a clever move, and among the least visible areas in Westlake and knowing that I’m the topic of discussion, conservatorship. I’m sure that more than five paparazzis will appear and have me crying out of the building. I pleaded with for them to ensure that they were in my home in order to give me peace of mind. I deserve privacy.
The conservatorship from the beginning, when you witness someone, no matter who they are, in the conservatorship earning money, earning them money and me money, and working – the whole declaration is there. The conservatorship must be ended. I should not have a conservatorship if can earn money and work and earn a living and pay for other peoplethat’s not right. The laws must be changed. What law allows individuals to have access to another’s account and money, and then make threats to them, say, ‘You’re not able to spend your money unless you perform what we’d like us to ask you.’ and I’m even paying the people.
Ma’am, I’ve been working for the past 17 years. You must realize how small that’s for me every day. I wake up knowing that I’m not able to leave until I have a conversation with people I don’t know each week in an office that is identical to the one in which the therapist was extremely intolerant of me. I believe that the conservatorship I’m in is abusive and we could just sit and say , oh, conservatorships exist to assist people. But , ma’am, there are many conservatories that are also abusive.
I don’t feel that I’m living a fully life. I’m not obligated to visit a man I don’t even know and tell his problems. I’m not even a believer in therapy. I’m always thinking you leave it as a gift from God. I’d like to get rid of the conservatorship, without having to be examined. For the time being, I would like this therapist to visit me once a week. I’m just hoping he will visit my house. I’m not going to travel out to Westlake to be embarrassed with the hilarious paparazzi wagging their fingers at my face , while I’m crying and taking pictures at the white dinners where people are drinking wine in restaurants, looking at these restaurants. They put me in the position of taking me to the most visible places, and I informed them that I was not going there since I knew paparazzi would appear there.
Spears performs on stage at MGM National Harbor in Maryland in July of 2018, as part of her Piece of Me tour
Conservatorship Spears has even likened the conservatorship to’sex-trafficking, declaring that they are making anyone do something against their will and taking all their possessions , including cash, credit card passport, phone’
They gave me only two choices for therapists. I’m not sure which one you choose ma’am. This is the sole opportunity for me to speak with you for a bit. I’m asking for your help, so you’re able to just inform me of where you stand. I’m not sure what I should say, but my demands are to end the conservatorship , without being examined. I’m attempting to petition in order to get rid of the conservatorship. However, I don’t want to be a subject of a test and sat in an office with other people for four hours a day like they did me prior to. It was more painful for me once it happened.
Britney says: “When I visited there, they took everything from me. They watched me dress, naked, every day. I sat in my seat for over 10 hours per day, 7 days a week.
I’m still learning about this. In addition, I’m researching everything. I am aware of that common sense is a good thing and of ending things -in the case of individuals, it’s ended without being evaluated. Therefore, I want you to take that into consideration. It took me another year during COVID to obtain any self-care options. She claimed that there were no services offered. She’s lying, ma’am. My mom visited the location at least twice during Louisiana in COVID. For the whole year, I had my nails cut — no hairstyling , no massages or Acupuncture. There was nothing for a whole year. I watched the housekeepers at my home every week, having their nails done differently each time. It made me feel just the same way as my dad the same thing. It was very similar to her behavior as my dad’s, but it was a totally different way of doing things.
Team is asking me to stay at home and work instead of taking longer vacations. They’re used to me having a daily routine for them. It’s over. I don’t think I’m owed anything in this moment. They should be reminded that they are actually working for me.
I was suppose have the ability toI have a good friend with whom I attended meetings in AA with. I was a member of AA over two years. I attended three meetings per week. I’ve had the pleasure of meeting a lot of ladies there. But I’m unable to meet my friends who reside only eight minutes away from me which I find bizarre.
I’m feeling that I’m being made to feel like I’m in a rehab facility. It’s my home. I’d like my husband to be able drive me around in his car. Also, I would like to have a meeting with a therapist at least once per week, not every week. Also, I would like him visit my home. Because I know that I need a bit of therapy. (Laughing.)
I’d like to slowly progress and to be able to get the real deal and I would like to be able get married and have a child. I’m currently in the conservatorshipthat I’m not eligible to be married or have a baby. I’m carrying an (IUD) within me currently, so I can’t have a baby. I was hoping to get out the (IUD) off so that I could try to have another child. But the so-called team refuses to let me go to the doctor to have it taken out, because they aren’t wanting me have no more children. In essence, this conservatorship is doing me a lot greater harm than benefit.
I’m worthy of an existence. I’ve been working my entire life. I’m entitled to the opportunity to have a two or three years break to just be able to be able to do whatever I want to do. However, I feel that there’s a crutch in this. I’m open, and able to speak with you about it today. But I’d like to be with you in the phone all day long since when I leave the phone with you suddenly I’m hearing all these no’s”no and not. And suddenly, I am sucked over and victimized and left by myself and alone. I’m fed up of feeling lonely. I am entitled to the same rights that everyone else has, because I have children or a family, any of those plus more.
That’s all I have to convey to you. Thank you for allowing me to speak with you this morning.
JUDGE: Ms. Spears, you’re quite welcome. In addition, I want to let you know that I am certainly aware of everything you’ve said and the way you’re feeling. I also know that it was an enormous amount of determination to share everything you’ve ever said today. I’d like to assure you that the court is grateful for your willingness to speak up and expressing your feelings.